deleted ytd's entry.
those who read it, forget it.

after a night sleep, after thinking thru what the two 'him' told me, after waking up with a rather bad stomache, after having my laptop to get corrupted early in the morning... i guess, i'm in a better state of mind now.

maybe it's true that i value some hpy too much. i'll change-to dont care and forget it. just let it be, if that will make me a happier person.
i shall give it a try.

lastly, true friends wont instigate their friends to do things that are of the wrong concepts/value. yes, this is to the both of you. stop being the fools and thinking you're in wonderland.

ty isadora, huiwen, jolyn&clar for accompanying me to the helpdesk today.
i've totally no idea why my laptop choose to die on me today.

self note: dont trust electronic devices that much.
they'll just leave you to die and feeling lost at the most desperate moment.

我想飞到外太空……那里应该只有快乐，没有悲伤吧？